Violet For Peace

A long Journey Of Agony

2011-09-12T15:11:00.002+03:00

Have you ever imagined the feeling of being helpless , unable ,disabled to do any simple thing to save someone from death ?

It's a long journey of agony ... end point .

Grape seed oil and skin care

2011-09-11T15:42:00.001+03:00

Grape seed oil:

1- light yellow-green color

2- nearly no odor or slightly weaker than that of olive oil.

3- contains many fatty acids including two essential fatty acids Linoleic(omega 6) and Oleic .

4- free of cholesterol , Increases HDL(Good fat) and decreases LDL(Bad fat ) , it lowers the fat circulatory harmful effects, So it's a good news for the "Hamburger" and the "Baja "addicted people.

5- It has soothing effect, anti irritating, anti swelling ,moistening effect when used topically.so it’s a good news for those who have stretch marks and black hallow circles under their eyes , as the grape seed oil is nearly completely benign and suitable for using under the sensitive and thin area under the eyes.

6- It contains what's called procyanidolic oligomers PCO , which are stronger by 20 times than Vitamin C and E , it's also a good news for people complaining from stretch marks , as its help to form collagen.

7- Rich in ploy phenol which is an antioxidant has good reputation for slowing the process of aging .

8- It doesn’t leave greasy feeling , as it's rapidly and effectively absorbed by skin (Skin friendly) .

9- It has an ultra violet protecting feature!

More and More!

You can use it topically as I said above or put it with salads in vicinity to the olive oil.

Tips for keeping your skin healthy and shining - I'm not a fully graduated doctor till now, but I have gained these info from reading a lot of worthy and trusted reference- :

1- DONOT bath a lot per week or many times a day , as the soaps and their chemical materials like alcohol are the most important cause of dryness of your skin.

2- Have a weekly bath in a tub containing milk, honey and grinded oat, or make this mixture as a cream using it before taking a bath.

3- The mosquito repellent cream or lotion has many chemical martials drying your skin, so pay attention !

4- Anoint your skin after bathing ,drying your body with a towel ..with olive and grape seed oil .

5- Keep the cosmetics AWAY from your face skin , it cause wrinkles instead of fixing them .

P.S, Grape seed oil can be given as capsules as well

Keep in touch for more update of the same topic.

Wonderning ? #3

2011-09-10T14:48:00.000+03:00

Who is The most authoritarian, the western man who sits in the back seat in a cab , or the mid eastern man who sits in front seat ? taking in consideration sitting backward means authentication ,and setting forward means leadership.

Pyramus & Thisbe

2011-09-09T15:52:00.003+03:00

(1) Once upon time, two families lived separately but in close proximity in ancient city of Babylonia , there was a wall joining the two houses having a tiny hole in it that nobody noticed .

(2) one of the families had a young man named Pyramus , the other had a girl named Thisbe.

Ask me no more by Sir Lawrance de alma

(3) Pyramus adored the young virgin Thisbe.he was lost in her love If he looked to the water ,he would see her face and if he had a view to the moon, a ray of her smile would come to his sight.

(4) they decided to marry as a sequel of their great love, but the parents refused and prevented them from meeting, making the two lovers have to exchange whispers at night through the crack in the wall between their homes conserving by signs and glances , exchanching love words and letters in wards and backwards .

(5) The two lovers became fed up with their families' deprivation to see each other, So they decided to meet near a Ninus's tomb out of the city under the mulberry tree which bears white fruit as snow.

(6) The girl arrived first and waited the oncoming of her love. meanwhile, a lioness came out of the jungle nearby and blood covered its pliers after it had eaten its prey

(7) Thisbe ran away, leaving her veil - which she used as no boday wouldn't be able to notice her, the lioness torn it to pieces. And shaded the blood away. Pyramus attended and saw the veil soaked in blood.

(8) he thought the lioness had devoured Thisbe, his beloved, so he sat with grief under the mull berries tree and stabbed his sword in his heart, shedding His blood on the granules of snow white berries, The blood pentrated the ground , reached the roots and transfered the fruits into blood red colour .

Thisbe By Waterhouse

(9) after waiting for a while till the beast had gone , Thisbeappeared and returned to the place of meeting hoping her beloved had come , eager to tell her love about the danger she faced , instead she found her love was pronouncing her name before he died , she by then knew what happened,deciding to follow him , stabbing the sword in her chest and fell beside. Her blood mixed with his covering the snow white berries .leaving the red mulberries as a memento of their eternal love.
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You can see also The legend as told in Wikipedia

Ambivalence of the oppressive and the oppressed

2011-09-05T17:30:00.003+03:00

I seldom heard of someone complaining from his own unjustness , cursing rumors made by that moving muscle in his mouth between his jaws , by an intention or not !

We always make someone our ideal cerate that we like to hate and hang our faults on his shoulders. We always curse him and comfort his family and friends for his villainy.

I read a couple of days ago , article written by the Egyptian writer Dr. Ahmed Kh. Tawfiq , talking about a short story of the French writer G.D Maupassant named : "that Pig , Morin ! " , so I trnslated it to english .. to make my point of view here beome clear.

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We usually forget what we do , what are our mistakes , and even who we are .. ignoring the saying " if your house made of glass , don't through gravel "

If you find a better translation , I would be gratful if you send it to "violet for peace"'s e-mail or just comment here instead of chosing "boring" butom :)

Symbols mania

2011-09-04T19:44:00.004+03:00

Symbols are very interesting indeed ,combination of many shapes in order to give that final symbol we are used to see ..

From along time ago I found a website , that offers a book of symbols and their meanings,

heart symbol for example is as old as , , , , , and . Its meaning for the people living in Europe before the last Ice Age of course is not known, but since these Cro-Magnons were hunters one can be reasonably sure it meant that life sustaining organ pumping around the blood of the organism every second of its lifetime.

Graphically is related to , the sign for fire and for flight in the Middle Ages, and one of the most common signs in Western ideography. It is also related to , Aries, its graphic counterpart among the open sign structures, and to , for union or togetherness.

It is probable that began as , a pictorial sign for the heart of a man or an animal. Nowadays, at least in Sweden, is associated with the behind and defecation, as it is an old sign for a toilet for both sexes. The heart does not appear in any established sign system. It is an anarchistic graph that has yet to find a place in any conventional sign system. Nontheless it is well known throughout the Western world as a sign for togetherness or love. One sign that is often associated physically with is , the arrow, a symbol for directed energy, flow, penetration. See inGroup 53. The heart sign appears as a symbol in all the major cultural spheres. In the Christian trilogy of faith, hope and charity stands for charityas the anchor cross stands for hope. It also appears with a religious or positive meaning among Aztecs, Hindus, Buddhists, Muslims, Jews, Celts, and Taoists. In ancient Greece the heart sign (together with the flower) was related to , the lyre, the attribute of Eros, the god of sexual love, around 600-400 B.C. Later, the attribute of Greek Eros, his Roman counterpart Amor, and even Cupid (Latin = desire) was changed to the bow and arrow. On a Greek amphora from around 500 B.C. one can see used as leaves of a wreath placed on the head of Dionysos, the god of wine and feasting. The heart sign is also used in Africa: see and . In early heraldry it is not uncommon. It is found, for example, on the coat of arms of Magnus Ladulås from the thirteenth century, a Swedish king known for his work to ensure the safety and sanctity of women, and to put an end to the habit of knights and soldiers to take what they wanted from the peasants.

And the peace symbol :

This is the anti-nuclear emblem or the peace sign. It can be seen as composed of a Tyr rune, , lengthened upward, or by the rune , turned upside down. In Germany and Austria it is often called the Todesrune, the rune of death, or an inverted life rune.

According to some sources was conceived by placing the signs N and D (for Nuclear Disarmament) from the international marine flag signalling system on top of each other, and circumscribing the combination with a circle. Some state that was invented by Lord Bertrand Russell. S. T. Achen, however, claims that the symbol was designed by J. Holtom at the request of Russell. In any case it was initially used as a rallying sign at the 1958 demonstration against Aldermaston (a British research center for the development of nuclear weapons). The power of this symbol is emphasized by the fact that the South African government, during the 1970s, seriously considered forbidding it. They found it "anti-Christian" and "pro-Communist." Achen, the late Danish semiotician, wrote that , ironically, was forbidden at times in some of the communist countries.

Improvement, needs a help

2011-09-04T16:36:00.000+03:00

To live here by itself is adventure !

Where can you live at a place has more action , drama and terror than here ? ;)

Whatever, it's not my story now …

I'm planning to improve my English by start reading English novels , I have started by " sense and sensibility by Jane Austen " , I would be very grateful if you were amiable to give me an advice how to start developing my own English .. novels , author you may know could help with no to much hard English ! :)

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I'll return to speak out about more projects, thanks all :).

Not my fault :(

2011-09-01T16:24:00.001+03:00

Eid has a different taste here in Iraq , All the Islamic nation celebrates eid al feter with 3 days , but this year it's kind different for us . we had a 2 days eid! ... you probably ask me why ? we attempted to have a trip to north of Iraq today and everything was going all right ... till i woke up today alerted by my mobile !and discovered curfew has been imposed and extending your head out of your door is forbidden … you again probably ask me why .. and I should answer by this.

I wonder what is my guilt to be prisoned in jail whoops I mean home instead of the fled prisoners ! :((

Naviety

2011-09-01T15:55:00.002+03:00

I can remember that winter day when I was taking a rest from study, back in 2001 or something.. Watching a show called rainbow presented by Yeradu Korkorian or something! at 2nd channel of Syrian T.V .. Where all the respected and high educating and entertaining shows were presented.. okay okay ..! Now I'll get into the story! it was the first time when I knew the boy band " westlife " it was Bob Bob Baby .. I was moving my lips with the words they were saying just like I had listened it for 1000 times … as usually I was enchanted by the theme of the song in the nineteenth century where a devil man wanted to marry arbitrarily a young lady who loves another guy . He was the vilest man in the kingdom and her greedy father had made this marriage for pure cash!
Only the mighty musketeers (Westlife members: Shane, Bryan, mark, Nicky, kain ) could save her but the devil man had prisoned them in a filthy dungeon so it seemed to be no hope to save her!
Hedged by the naivety of mixed feeling of Adolescence and childhood I believed everything in this song and I was sunk in the dreams of the knight of the dreams!
And I wonder by the year of 2011 if I get rid of this tommyrot , some of us never change !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hr88CIVvWSA&feature=related

We are waiting...

2011-08-25T17:11:00.000+03:00

before dawn

2011-07-21T02:29:00.000+03:00

Ah God , Is there magical power in this piece ?

Thanks from the heart to the soul who has introduced it to me hear it at the first place :) ,

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2011-07-20T18:26:00.000+03:00

http://www.wfp.org/countries/iraq

For Art enchanted only..

2011-07-19T23:06:00.000+03:00

For Every soul enchanted in Art , I present this magic

Downtown-Erbil

2011-07-17T22:11:00.000+03:00

This is not caught by me , I've found it on the net :)

Believe

2011-07-16T23:33:00.001+03:00

What we learn by ourselves can't be forgotten ..

Is it right ? that we learn from others mistakes?!

Don't say anything if you don't know it's at least 80% right .

Don't talk about anyone badly , God is above and sees every thing.

If you are alone and don't have any idea how to behave , just depend on the faith fills your heart , the Divine Providence Is always there if only we believe!

Things we shouldn't Forget! ^

Complement to something I've said before !

2011-07-14T21:42:00.001+03:00

God , I can't live here any more , this is what she said to me !
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I passed high school thinking no one thinks as I think, or my brain and what it contains out of their awareness !
I have never tested aldoscence in high , there was no enviroment suitable for this !
so thoughts of mine were out of my age , always aware but having no expirament in life
and I finished it filling my innocnet brain with rosy ideas about college and how enlightened student would be !
dreamy thoughts about sharing ideas , thinking , planning , making friends ... UNfoutuonatley all of them sent to my heart's hell!
it's a blot for a girl to think ...
to share thoughts ...
to say what she hates .. what she loves ....
to make thing , thing she believe in this life ..!
It's okay - sorry for the expression- is she was like that animal runs in a circuit , round round and round then died doesn't know what she was doing that , doesn't know why she died !
P.S these thoughts of unknown her

Whispers ..

2011-07-13T13:52:00.000+03:00

Don't wait someone to guide you .. to tell you this is right or wrong!
forget about someone says , My darling this is the right way for you , go for it...
it's only you who choose , it's only who bears the consequenses !

Seriously?

2011-07-10T17:43:00.000+03:00

Adam and Eve mourn the death of Abel, painting by William Bouguereau

I always imagine myself to be an angle, maybe by being an angle I would never have to listen and see the humans sins!
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What is the idea behind human sins anyway?
Why Cain had killed Abel when they were the first ones on earth?
Why sons of Jacob had made an artifice to kill Josef when they could just love him and lead happiness to their father's heart?
Can we imagine world just a second without evil ?!

Despair ! no no

2011-05-01T16:47:00.001+03:00

What I'm seeing in the hospital is crushing of feelings ,i wonder if i can get over it or NOT .. If i can continue having hope or the disaster of despair is coming to reach me as well ! I still remember that woman moaning for his dead father whose soul's just left earth , and that scream of old women shouting of ketoacidosis !

I still remember that little girl looking at me , I can't explain what was her look for .. but every time I recall it I become one step to cry !

I remember those astray looks , those desperate feelings .. those tears !

Yesterday there was a bomb at nabi- Younis ( a neighborhood and an old souq in Mosul , site of the famous Jame3 (nabi younis ) ... 7 humans have been killed !

I don't care who they are , what is their religion and and nationality ! all I care about they are human beings and blood has been shed ! … woman has been widowed child has been orphan and a man has been killed !!

Next week – Tuesday is my final clinical exam in medicine , please pray for me to have a brilliant result !

Foolish!

2011-04-12T21:29:00.000+03:00

I don't want to be the good one anymore , no one fears the white heart sweet angel !

Dizzy!

2011-04-02T22:43:00.000+03:00

What can I say ?? I'm very tired and my eye lids stick to each other fainting !(I use Arabic · eloquence sometimes in English , maybe it means how much how I love both languages !):D

However , I'm so busy these recent days , and I cant get enough sleep ! :(( … always thinking and thinking !

Working on a research in medicine for fluid charts and ignorance in giving fluid supplements in Iraqi hospitals , now residing in alsalaam teaching hospital here in Mosul (formly called Sadam's teaching hospital)!this is number one … number two is working on a seminar for virology in herps virus , this doesn't include the chaos in my head with al lectures and books .. and this disgusting pharmacology !! I hate it!!!

BTW , violet for peace has been chosen as one of the best Iraqi blogs , thank you tripbase for support and chosing , for more read this …

Pray for me ..

peaceful ,please??

2011-02-26T15:54:00.000+03:00

we are dying .. dying dying yesterday and now ... don't make it tomorrow!!

عمي يا بياك النفط ، عمي يا بياك النفط ..
دلني النفط وين؟؟
دلني!!

Talking out NOT loudly !

2011-02-23T15:21:00.005+03:00

Every Step you make in this life , either gives you a push or gives you a slap,

Every person you trust , either gives you hope or steals everything you have !

Nothing we have is truly ours , we just fake it , pretend … we have friends … life or a knowledge and so on!

I hated the idea of blogging a while ago , there is no big deal happening in my life , no new places to visit … these exams have sucked my blood !.. and pharmacology , was a nightmare!

Tomorrow is the last exam .. ah!

Is there any one still reading here ?!

God , give me hope !

2010-12-24T21:13:00.001+03:00

OMG,

I'm here since 13th November !

Don't feel like to do anything,to write anything …

To say anything ,

I search in simple things for any .. any thing gives me any any hope !

I hate this time of year before mid-year exam , when I'm exhausted by every mean …

OMG!

God , give me hope !

It's all about Halal !!

2010-11-13T19:21:00.002+03:00

Inspired from one of Ahlam Mustaghanmi's articles /قلوبهم معانا وقنابلهم علينا

Are things are going wrong , or I live in a wrong place already?


LOL!!

Is it normal to live in a place doesn’t respect you , firstly as human , secondly as a woman , thirdly as a student and lastly as a future-doctor !!?

Is it normal to live in a place contained in a larger accurst place called middle east , when everything you say is blaspheming and everything you do is something not permitted ?

Is it normal to leave your house just because you are Christian ? or just because you are different !?

To spend your life fearing it'll end next second , not for being a co-cause of a mass grave , or killing bunch of hungry children , or abandoning hundreds of scientists from their own homes , or depriving millions and millions of infants from healthy milk , but for thinking !!

You , Arabian are such fools .. you don't have right to speak or think .. you even don't have the right to eat anything but Americana's food and hamburger !! sealed by "HALAl" !

To elate your tiny minds and huge muscles , to make you believe everything is under the control of your camel !

Have you ever thought , which was halal , beef you eat or the bombs your heads receive ?!

don't be afraid , it's "halal"!

Which was halal , 1990's war or the 2003's one !? or both were !?

just keep silent to have the complacence of your masters... just be like a muted devil !

you witnessed the siege , the "mother of wars/Um alma'ark " , and witnessed the mother of her mother !and soon you will see your mothers in the hell !

you , Arabians the " not wise" who in power , look carefully what's happening in Iraq and learn lessons from what has happened coz , it's the beginning of your end !!

and this is "halal" , too!!

to every martyr has died , to every drop of Iraqi blood has been shed , to every dream has been murdered , to every woman who has been widowed , to every child who has been orphan , to every Iraqi thinker or scientist who has" migrated" abroad , to every patient has been dead because of poor healthy hospitals , to every student has to go abroad to study , to every Christian who has been threatened … killed or abandoned to every Iraqi museum has been raped … to me and the other … you :

everyone in power and everywhere on earth have to apologize to those mentioned because we are the victims and you are the cutthroat !!

Birthday :)

2010-11-12T19:03:00.001+03:00

To celebrate my birthday with my sister means a lot to me , and to spend it with my nephew means more !

Every time I remember I have been an aunt , I feel responsible …
I feel I have grown up , and always think about the consequences of everything I do !
Despite being my birthday's anniversary , I worked .. washed almost all the house preparing for Eid , From the early morning till after noon , I went to bed and then surprised by a yummy cake of mama :)
This is all for today , I don't have a photo of the cake , forgive me :D

Chao :)

Thanks !

2010-11-07T20:57:00.002+03:00

Ah, my God !
Finally that black cloud vanished from my sky !
My vital energy has returned , and my love to life is knocking my door …
Thank you , God .. for everything !

Disgusting pharmacology !!

2010-10-21T15:36:00.002+03:00

OMG, I'm dread of tiredness !!
This pharmacology is disgusting , today we had two lectures and it's all about ATROPIN and its colleagues :(( , my brain was about to explode and my eyes were about to jump from their place !!
Today , I laughed a lot with soso , she is my soul mate .. I love her more than any thing !
I miss my nephew , that little angel !! and miss his mother too :(
That session was exiting , the senior doctor asked me to take history and to diagnose a patient , inspire its being very early for that coz we are just in the 3rd week of our practice , but I seemed very anxious , he read my eyes and asked me to do that in front of my colleagues and thank God I was very good :)
I can feel myself when I'm in the hospital , I feel I have purpose in this life , some aim I have to make accomplished this day or another to lessen people's pain ..

Pray for me :)

Wondering #2

2010-10-18T18:57:00.000+03:00

Why the life is such a mean?
Why does the person have to transform many of his/her principles and views in order to live ?
Why should he/she have many faces to overcome the people's scratching of their reputation ?
Why should he /she have to pronounce his/her religion in every word just to convince people she/he is religious and afraid of God (pious) while she/he is SO MEAN!!!
Why life has turned upside down , either I can't understand it , or it's so tough to understand!

A Solution for breast cancer

2010-10-15T16:17:00.000+03:00

A new Solution for breast cancer

Oct. 12, 2010 -- Scientists have identified a gene that could help predict whether a breast cancer patient will respond to the drug tamoxifen.

A study published today in the British Journal of Cancer showed a potential link between the activity of a gene called BCAR4 and the likelihood that a breast cancer tumor will not respond to tamoxifen hormone therapy.

The study also found that the level of BCAR4 in a tumour was linked to a poor prognosis regardless of whether the patient received tamoxifen.

Tamoxifen is a hormone treatment given after surgery. It was developed more than 30 years ago and is widely used to treat women with breast cancer.

Tamoxifen comes in tablet form and is given for about five years after surgery to help prevent the disease from returning. read more

It's life!

2010-10-14T18:33:00.001+03:00

It's life with its mysterious way , makes us over clouds happy and then sink us in the mud of our miserable days !

Makes us unambitious and then a mountain of dreams and hopes ..!

Full fills us with love and then steals it from us .. fights us for it!

It's rosy and black!

It's beautiful and ugly ..!

It's worthy and rubbish !

It's honey sweet and wormwood bitter ..

It's angles full of goodness and devils full of malevolence…

Oh.. God I love life .. just to make you satisfy ..

And hate it and want it to en just to hasten my meeting with you .. My lord !

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Listen to this Iraqi tones ♫♪♪♪

Ya naba'at el rihan - saad albayati

Hopes and the dream!

2010-10-12T19:03:00.000+03:00

It's the second visit to hospital ! I'm so excited !....
The first patient was 85 years old, but mashallah she was healthy and has sense of humor !
After the session I made a picnic with soso in the hospital garden :D , other things of
my life are improving (I pray for that ) and I hope this year will be better !
See ya

your eyes!

2010-10-08T19:41:00.002+03:00

My mood now

عيناك ليال صيفية

و رؤى و قصائد ورديه

من أنت؟ زرعت بنقر

خطاك الدرب ورودا جورية

من أنت؟

كالضوء مررت كحقل العطر

كعزف أغان شعبية

و مضيت شراعا يحملني

كقصيدة شمس بحرية

لوعود راحت ترسمها

أحلام فتاة شرقية

من أنت؟

من أنت و سحر في عينيك

يزف العمر لأمنية

لكأنك من قمر تأتي

من نجمة صبح ذهبية

من ارض فيها شمس الحب

تعانق وجه الحرية

وأنا في العمر مسافرة

و معي عيناك و أغنية

Finally in hospital !

2010-10-05T20:16:00.000+03:00

Hi all !
I miss you people ! I miss my blog and your comments!
Nothing important has happened since the last entire, but today was a big deal !!
Today is the first day in my clinical life! Today is the first day when I'm able to wear stethoscope on my neck and hold neurological testing hummer in my hand !
It's huge transformation from a theoretic study to clinical applications , I can't explain my feeling now,, but it's my life long dream before my eyes !

Highly cmmended #2

2010-09-18T18:22:00.000+03:00

If you ever want to forget your troubling life , just watch a Hindi movie
and this one is highly commended ..
Aaja Nachle (Come to dance)
so as soon as possible , try to watch it!

Prayer !

2010-09-14T16:20:00.000+03:00

I need a prayer , I have some worry (when the sky I was not worry?:D) , so i need the prayer of people I love , including my readers :)

Prayer !

2010-09-14T16:12:00.001+03:00

Peaceful Eid!

2010-09-11T00:32:00.000+03:00

So many things provoked me today in spite of Eid:

1- a story I've heard: two married couples, after too many years of marriage ..
they decided to get divorced , the cause is the husband's intention to have children in spite being unable to ..earlier in their life ... the wife was patient and stayed with him all those years , and she was not thinking of kids just for his sake , now he is good and can have children and has found someone to implement his plan with , so he decided to end relationship , marry and have kids!!
and more over , he refuses her to have a normal life as a single , imagine he wants to leave her and at the same time he wants her to obey his orders !! what selfish creature men are?!?!
2- the pastor who is intended to burn Quran tomorrow has not ever read Quran and he never knows what is there inside it!
3- seeing children of Iraq play with plastic guns and machine guns, they act seriously and their war-acquired violent habits wish those guns are real to block their hunger of seeing blood and bodies !

few things made me happy:
1- receiving several cards and Eid greetings
2- hearing my sister's voice , and knowing she is visiting us tomorrow
3- seeing my family happy
4- trying to smile whatever has happened

Eid saeed ... and may peace cover the whole universe!

Silly Dream!

2010-09-08T15:56:00.003+03:00

Have you every dreamed of being in Turkey and the people there are talking to you in French in order to make you understand what they say :D

All right , Eid is coming ..

I woke up unusually today at 11:30 AM , and directly headed to second floor and started to clean up , then I got downstairs and .. made some cooking and then started cleaning the first floor !

I'm the big sister now, and this is a disgusting feeling :D

I used to ask mom when I was younger , why should we clean if nobody will visit us ,( we usually make visits and rarely there is someone to visit us!)??

Then I realized the one has to be clean for himself and family , and not necessarily he does so to satisfy others!

I'm not going well with my friend (she is not Soso), and I'm afraid I'll lose her !, I don't know what to do !

She has the same horoscope , and nearly the same characteristics and I know well how is difficult to deal with me , so I've known this better by dealing with my mirror reflection !!

I don't know …

Maybe i had to keep just soso as a best friend !

Alright!

I wish you a happy Eid all of you :)

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I've just heard that a pastor in Florida decided to burn Qur'an at 11/9- Saturday!
Do you think by such acts , we will have peace some day?!?!?!?!

read this
and this

57357

2010-09-08T01:20:00.000+03:00

Pray for me, I'll have a hospital like this someday !

57357 in English
57357 in Arabic

A pore of grief

2010-09-06T18:09:00.004+03:00

U.S. Army report has said that dogs which are used in combat in Iraq ,have developed symptoms of psychological disturbance following the trauma, which is similar to the symptoms suffered by U.S. soldiers when they return to their homeland ..

The dog »Gina» was a model of what ails U.S army dogs, serving in Iraq for quite some time , the task is searching for bombs in the houses which exposed her to see live explosions, and fresh blood bleeding, the thing that affected her psychological status ..

This has been a dog (Gina) - By United Press International - two years old when was sent to Iraq, with mood funny and ethics nice .. now after returning from Mesopotamia .. »Bozha Shirin» .. and refuses to enter the buildings and hides from people. .

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Dog «Gina» psychologically disturbed when they see the explosions .. What about those who saw the bodies of their parents in the mix of cement of their homes in preparation for the preparation of eternal orphan hood cake .. Do they suffer from any mental disorders now? .. Of course, the report did not mention Iraqi children , because what «Gina» suffers and the others .. .. is because of them because of their liberty «teak Oe» .. Go to hell children of «pipeline» Freedom ...

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On behalf of victims of the B-52, on behalf of the martyrs of al-Rashid Hotel and its surroundings, on behalf of the widows of Fallujah, and Victims of Ramadi and Missing persons from Basra, on behalf of orphans enrolled chains of humiliation and oppression in the forgotten nursing homes, on behalf of Brunette mothers gowns , on behalf of the crying on glass of the home in alienation, on behalf of hungry people for their dignity, on behalf of blood mixed with the oil tanks on the streets .. on behalf of 25 million Iraqis wept tears of blood, sweat from the pores of grief .. on behalf of all those .. We apologize to «Gina» and quasi -«Gina» ..as she no longer «barks» as she used to do .

Author: Ahmed Zoubi

Source: Rai newspaper Jordan

Translated to English By me

The original essay in Arabic :http://www.alrai.com/pages.php?opinion_id=13533

Closest places to my heart #2

2010-09-06T15:38:00.002+03:00

Barcelona - Spain

All of Germany , and anything reminds of Second WW and Hitler !

Moscow-Russia

Milano-Italy

Zurich-Switzerland

Well, I posted the closest places to my heart at former post , and maybe I'll post more of them just for fun :), what can I say I adore travel , if only I was christopher columbus !!!

P.S, photos are not arranged as the closest to the far-most

Laylat Alqadr

2010-09-06T02:27:00.000+03:00

صلاةٌ مباركةٌ ودعاءٌ مقبول بإذن الله

Whcih is worst?

2010-09-05T14:22:00.003+03:00

to live as a monster or to die like a good man?

Wondering?

2010-09-05T02:45:00.000+03:00

Have you ever have this feeling , when your hand become ex termly stained ,so when you come to clean it , you can hear the sound of water gets the molecules down?

Closest places to my heart ...

2010-09-04T20:52:00.000+03:00

Paris

London

Beruit-Lebanon

Antalya- Turkey

Antalya-Turkey

Egyptian Bazar-Istanbul


Sultan Ahmet Mosque - Istanbul

Highly commended

2010-09-04T02:05:00.000+03:00

I was planing with myself many days ago to write about Khawater by Ahmed Alshugeiry , but I didn't find words and felt speechless, so I let you this time with A post not written by me , but speaks to my morals , principles , aims, plans , thoughts, and absolutely with my hopes to Islam and Islamic youth, ... you can see this

Khawater by peace

Beyond the sea

2010-09-03T22:11:00.001+03:00

While i was waiting the Fajir prayer , i piked up the remote control and randomly it was fox movies !

yes, I was attracted by the theme of the movie that was being showed , I love the singing movies like Moulin rouge by Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman ...

So the film was "Beyond the sea", the title of the song which I adore by Bob Darin , and the movie is the story of his life

I wish , I could live during that period of time (1940-1960), some thing deep inside me keeps telling me I'm form that era

Here is scenes of the movie with the song ,

Here is the song by Bob

Bob Darin

Magic bean

2010-09-03T01:34:00.000+03:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUgzBGW-zAU

I love this song very very much, I even watch Bab Alhara just to see it on mbc, By it i remember all the childhood story of magic bean,which i used to read many many times when i was less than 6 years old...

the song is about Eid and How you can give a reason to someone to feel happy in Eid, even if that some one was an ogre! when the childs give him the invitation card , there is some thing inside me prevent me to breathe..

it's like when you hear some thing makes you so happy and I bet all of you have experienced this feeling :)

well , Zain for communication has made this one

Mama said , it's majda who sings ... but i said "mama, c'est un impssible!,Majda has higher sharper voice :)"

now you can down load the music itself CLICK HERE

2010-09-02T20:43:00.000+03:00

Ah, I'm so tired from speaking ,
if you just scroll the page down , you'll certainly have headache,It has been aweek since th last time i was here , so the stats is a new option , the post which has gotten the most audience is "about Dr.violet", so the readers here are not interested in what I'm speaking here as much as he/she is interested in knowing who am I really!

No one give a damn , and every one read and leave ..of course expect the faithful readers!
so I'm not willing in speaking too much , in fact i have nothing worthy to talk about but doing one of my favorite hobbies : cooking ( you will see them later)
nowadays every one blames me for deleting my Facebook and being away form the whole internet, I keep giving them reasons which are not satisfying ..
well , maybe it was a hasty decision , but i totally convinced by it !
at the same time i miss all the discussion i used to make , every thing i was sharing

Special cake made by me !

and all good friends i have known !

Chocolate cake made by me and my little sister

Pasta made by me at 2:46 am

it's so baffler issue to me ... i wait college to make me forget all those stuffs

iraqi children

2010-08-26T01:58:00.000+03:00

Check this out ,http://www.iraqichildrensart.org

haven't you heard the Arabic Aphorism? kill the victim and walk in his Funeral

Me and the eivils

2010-08-25T23:43:00.000+03:00

Have you every had this feeling?when everything is turned black to you, you can't trust any one ,
all of people have turned evils to you with no mercy and humanity !

I think once again, what has happened to make me feel like this?
Who I'll blame ? me ? others ?my stupidity?folly?my bad ideologies ?
Or my innocence shell , that I refuse to get out of it!
Yes, I think a lot, and blame, punish myself for nothing
All I'll gonna say, sorry for being human !

Plans In Ramadan

2010-08-23T16:21:00.001+03:00

What I've done of my Ramadan plans this year?

Frankly speaking , I'm confused since the beginning of 2010 or even since late 2009!

And actually you know why, or at least have an idea about what I've passed through those cursed months !

1- Yes, I took a word form myself not to listen to music EVER, during Ramadan and about watching, I never watch any song already !

2- And even when I use internet , I try to use it by the most useful way I can , either by looking for facts or searching what many verses of Quran mean and many other ways , away from time killing "chatting", or brain vexing " face book" , I don't have an account now , I hate the idea of face book and all social sites at the first place, but I don't know what happened to me and made me exist there !

3- I read Quran every day before "Asr prayer "

4- I don't talk to any of my friends , I merely contact them , it's like Zakaria's fasting :)

5- I don't even listen to my favorite classical music , it puts salt on wounds !

6- I have only one series show to watch on Abu dabi TV , it's "Takhit Sharki", I think it's enough!

You know what?

I don't feel Ramadan as I used to do before war , it's has turned to a period of time when you can only forbid food and drink to yourself , and can't forbid many other bad things !

1- They can't estop killing , and blood effusing !..

2- They don't estop bad habits that come to our youth after war , like Pornographic bad T.V channels , that didn't exist before war

It's a holy month , and it supposed to be respected , I think if some one need to do some thing · Antagonist to our religion , he/she does it with her/his self and doesn’t make its effect public and make other friends and youth affected by their bad habits and behavior !God who judges them at the end !

We used in the past that Ramadan is respected and transfigured, if someone needed to break his fasting he don't do it publicly and respect others who are fasting and respect the month its self!

Now people drink Bear and they think they are now FREE!

The problem is that , we can't understand the idea of freedom itself, all we understand Is to do all the things which are illegal grounds to our Noveltied freedom !

We think democracy and freedom is to kill each other and kill everybody different form us in ideas and religion !

I don't know how Iraqis can understand the idea of freedom, which based on freedom in mind and thoughts , where you can think what you think it's right and respect what's others think right!

Great Iraq

2010-08-23T01:24:00.000+03:00

In front of Mosul "stadium"

In front of university

We are in the 21st century , so we have to cope with Japan in creating and inventing devices make human being's life more easier, so our beloved Iraqi fellows created this free Dosh to lessen people brains temp , as you know we are now in Ramadan and the temp out there is more than 46 degree centigrade .

BTW, it's only for men , women don't have this right till now LOL!!

in Sarchkhana souk

Still a deam!

2010-08-22T23:33:00.001+03:00

To anybody cares about studying abroad like me , this might be useful !

-http://ranking.heeact.edu.tw/en-us/2009%20by%20Fields/Domain/MED/TOP/100

-http://www.topuniversities.com/top-universities-guide

-http://education.guardian.co.uk/universityguide2005

-http://www.topuniversities.com/university/95

Apple juice !

2010-08-22T20:35:00.000+03:00

Have you ever heard of Ahlam Mustaghanmi's saying:

"ليس ثمة موتى غير أولئك الذين نواريهم في مقبرة الذاكرة
إذآ يمكننا بالنسيان ان نشبع موت متى ماشئنا
من الأحياء.. فنستيقظ ذات صباح ونقرر
أنهم ماعادوا هنــــا

dead people are only whoة we through in our memory Thesaurus, so we can wake up every morning and kill whoever we want to forget and decide they are not there any more !"

I almost hate Ahlam when she says so ! what we can do if we wake up and can't decide they are not here any more !
what we can do if we can't understand fate and its compelling rules and laws?
what we can do if we are just humans , who have 1/1000 of their rights , we just have the right to eat and to drink
so i get advantage of this right , and relish my cup of apple juice full of ice , hope fully it transfers me to heaven and gets me out of this hell!

RESURRECTION - 2012

2010-08-22T15:59:00.001+03:00

http://www.greatdreams.com/survival.htm

http://www.greatdreams.com/2012.htm

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2012_phenomenon

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ahoPGzL50Q&feature=player_embedded

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uZIfyXc8RWk&feature=related

http://www.whatwillhappenin2012now.com/

http://www.jannah.org/qurantrans/quran54.html

When the earth is shaken to her (utmost) convulsion, And the earth throws up her burdens (from within), And man cries (distressed): 'What is the matter with her?'- On that Day will she declare her tidings: For that thy Lord will have given her inspiration. On that Day will men proceed in companies sorted out, to be shown the deeds that they (had done). Then shall anyone who has done an atom's weight of good, see it! And anyone who has done an atom's weight of evil, shall see it.,Quran-Alzalzalah

And I beheld when he had opened the sixth seal, and, lo, there was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth of hair, and the moon became as blood; and the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a fig tree cats her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind… and every mountain and island were moved out of their places…” – Bible , Revelation 6:12-17, KJV

When I'll be alive?

2010-08-22T03:08:00.003+03:00

Hahaha!

Who has said , Iraq Is a hell is not wrong at all !
all people are not ready to change , all of them are not even trying to forgive each other and forget the past !
all are eating the flesh of all !

how you can live in a place , every thing is a matter of killing and blood?

You can't breath an air , and if you do so , your lung will be filled with gunpowder and God knows what's else!
And Iraq still doesn't have government !
hahaha , and sorry for those hahahas , I'm Iraqi and every body sees me and hears the word Iraqi in an air port for example would check me and get afraid if I'm Alibaba or something!
I'm not a human , people ...
yes , you people all around the world ... listen UP!!
Iraqis are not humans , they are devoid of any right , they have nothing to do in their lives and their lives aren't WORTHY!
If 60 Iraqis as minimum are killed by a bomb in Baghdad and , it's not a big deal and if some Americans or Europeans killed it's all the deal!
i don't know what's the difference between us and them ?!
would anybody read here make a fave. and tell me?!
they have brains , we do
they have hearts and feelings , we do
they have families and children , WE DO!!
they have value , WE DON"T !
don't laugh at us and say you have democracy and other don't , coz frankly it is n't working !

SOoO , when I'll smell the Lavender and play violin?
SOoO, when I'll be Alive?

Just say Hi

2010-08-21T03:06:00.003+03:00

Dear readers, As I see , there are many "new " people who read violet for peace and maybe follow or "quote" from it , would you introduce yourselves to me as that time?

I don't remember the post which i requested my lovely readers to introduce themselves and I was so happy by then , in the mean time looking for that post many memories came back to my head at once and i want to share this with you :

I love you don't leave

A dream has come true

these posts mean A Lot to me

Thanks to everybody shared with me those moments !

Something to think about ...

2010-08-20T23:13:00.000+03:00

I read something yesterday , it took me in a moment of thinking :

"Faith is what makes people separated and the doubt is what makes them united "
Peter Ostunuf

Forbidden Boys

2010-08-20T03:53:00.003+03:00

When I first entered college , I was too shy !

Or as a matter of fact , I thought boys are dangerous thing , so they isolate us from them for about 10 years , hoping that when we and them get into college , each of us are adults enough by then !

I supposed this , any way!

During high school , and when I go to market or something , and it happens if I see a boy , I get so confused and my face blushes , and this continued for about 1 month of the college !

And then I was introduced to persons that break my shyness down , I always say if I'm a shy I wouldn't change !

Okay , all right !

They use to say to me I'm a leader personality ! but i always need a push , but I don't agree with them

I always adore peace and calmness and hates people gossip and chet chat !

At the same time I have the ability to listen and to be a friend to the most difficult personality in the world , it won't be more complicated than me any way … at least as I think !

okay , let's return to what I was saying..

I got involved in many activities in college , and I got over my shyness problem , but I faced another problem as a result !

The 10 years of isolation between boys and girls , as much as it's useful and wise as much as it is unfair !

How can a boy doesn't speak to a girl for 10 years , gets used to the presence of her might sit next to him at the chair in a lecture ! he is human being at the end!

All right , my personality is always encouraging …

I encourage every person that I think he/ she has talent in any thing !!

But this is not normal thing for a girl , here !

There is a rule … you encourage >>>> you care !

How stupid that rule is ?!!?

Me, myself love writing so much, in Arabic or in English , and I wrote for the first time at the first year of college !

And for this I considered not a normal , girl !

If you are beautiful , clever , has other interests other than medicine , you are not normal !

So be ready to have harasses , get envied and hear gossips for things deserve and other and are the most NOT!!

I won't tell what those people said about me , they are all ignorant and don't deserve my attention , at least this is what I try to persuade myself in !

Now

-I don't dare to ask a male-colleague how is he … this will be understood BY ANOTHER WAY!

-I don't dare to write publicly , this will be understood BY ANOTHER WAY!

-I don't dare to have public discussion , this will be understood BY ANOTHER WAY!

When I still had a face book account which I hate the most , there was a male- friend , whom I respect very much , he is open minded and older than me , I didn't dare to congratulate him for his birthday_ in spite knowing when is it by my events in that damned face book_by sending something on his wall , coz this will be explained by another way by my friends or by his ! and I didn’t dare to congratulate him by a private message coz I fear the word private by itself and till know I blame myself for not wishing him a happy birthday !

For a reason of my raising up environment and my family's way in education , I wasn't shocked by dealing with boys , at the contrast, I feel so happy when I discuss worthy things with boys more than girls , and i don't know the reason behind that !... and by a reason of having an angelic brother , I thought all the boys are angels like him!this fact is not true , with sorrow

I talk too much now a days , don’t get used to it , I'm so moody as you know , but this may be continued !

And before i forget , special thanks to all my readers form Istanbul , and of course all around the world .

Medicine For Losers !!

2010-08-19T20:41:00.001+03:00

Let's be Honest !

The medical college here is full of losers !

The ones who just want someone to call them Doctors to implement their selves out !

And don't care if the patients die by their hands , they all are " cases " to them

I don't know what makes them bear all hard study of medical college and then the fatal, exhausting work after graduation?

Ah, I know during study years , it doesn't matter as long as they have Vitamin WAW(1) , as long as your father , brother , mother is a doctor you rock in medical college baby !

And after graduation , ah yes …

Mama and Baba also there behind you, don't worry sweetie !

at the mean time you mess as much as you can , use facebook badly , harass girls whom you know and whom you don't know , take photos with your N(2000 and now) cell phone , and be sure Mama is there for you !

And then marry a Girl , and more over Stipulate to be form a good family and doesn’t speak with boys !

What a loser are you !?

And mama again with you , you can travel outside Iraq , and get diploma and specialization form Harvard because Mom and dad have graduated there !

All right, Medicine has turned to dolls play people !

Losers with an average not more than 50%, get out to Russia , Ukraine, Syria and then returned and get equal to someone didn't sleep as human being for a year in order to get accepted in Medical college "fairly"!

No one from Iraqi bloggers , and from Mosul specifically mentioned the scandal which has happened in Mosul medical college , when a group of losers in sixth stage stole the superior students test papers from the test commission in the college , and believe me there is a leak !

And the those student had to do the exams again !!

What a farce ?!

Templates crisis AGIAN!

2010-08-18T14:48:00.002+03:00

Ah My goodness !
My beloved old template was gone and all the widgets with it !
All my old faitfull followers know how much that bloger template means to me! It lasts for about a year , and this is an international record ..
please be patient on this mess , "Violet for peace" is under construction

Woman's case part #2 : marriage issue

2010-08-17T02:16:00.002+03:00

Insomnia !

What a problem !!

I haven't had insomnia since late July

Always , I think if you want to find out how a community could be , listen to their music and watch their movies and series show …

And Arab countries are fantastic example !

" I wanna marry", is the translation of an Egyptian series show title , shown on about 6 T.V channels during Ramadan ..

The story is based on comedy –real life events which gone through by an Egyptian woman as an example of an Arabian woman in her "holy" journey of marriage !!!

The main character is a pharmacist young beautiful lady , cant rid of her mother insistence to find her the "happy ever after" bride groom.

The woman here whatever was her knowledge , if never get married before the age of 30, nobody looks at her face and she looks like as piece of trash , sorry Arabian woman for this rude term of mine !

I'm a woman like you , oblivious ladies !!

I have the right to feel like human being who doesn't have an expire date !!

I agree that woman has menopause by the age of 55 in the best cases , but the importance of her is only about children and sexuality ???

Enough for the sake of the Holly God's name !

The Arabian "gentle "man has got so far unfairly !

I refuse being part of this , refuse being someone who has nothing to do in her life but having birth and work like a donkey all the day long from sunshine to sunset day and night !
As an arabian woman , i'm not allowed to even to think to study out of my "Disgusting " city , and i don't have the right to travel with out a " male protector " who must be either my husbed (God forbid), my uncle or my brother or my nephew !
If I think to go to Mecca i shuld take any army with me !

We have rights for the God's sake !

BTW, I refuse also the stupid thought about equality between women and men (sorry for putting woman first , but ladies first as you say GENTLEMEN!), and I have mentioned it before , I refuse being equal to someone devoid of feelings and doesn't think about woman but in work and satisfying his OWN needs !

I refuse making woman like machine , Work at her place , works at work place , raising up children and has the responsibility of making her " Dignified" king (her husband ) happy !!

The woman needs to feel like human , needs to feel free in making her own decisions !

Needs to have the ability to decide her own pathway away from the pressure of marriage and children , She needs to fill her mind before even thinking to marry , it's NOT a game , I think !

People round here has turned to machines , I have never heard about any love story that makes storms and dares to face the world

All I hear is "traditional " marriage that based on the Mother visiting the girl's house and deside if she :

1- Has a worthy salary or not!( does she work or not ?? )

2- Beautiful or not

3- Has a family that has a good mask , ah I mean a good reputation!

4- Being submissive to her future husband or not !

5- And lastly devoid of dreams

Guys , I feel tired of this community , it drives me crazy !!

How a marriage could be done by only seeing the girl and the guy form first look and asking some questions about his family , and believe me his/her family reputation is more important than her/his own reputation here !?

I think from my view they should know each other , at least know what are the dreams of each other , what are their common needs and aspirations …

At least they must work together !!

Alright may be I have to finish this later …

Woman ful awarness is the aim

2010-08-16T17:57:00.000+03:00

I publish this aiming for women's full awarness , starting from thier health and then to thier minds

While I was searching about the moon's effect on humans and the effect of lunar light on women , I stumbled by these web-pages , what can I say , I'm interested in the subject of fertility and sertility and the whole endocrine stuff !
Here you are :

What Really Happens in those 28 Days?!
The diabetes and its relation to this matter

To be continued ...

Memory of the corpus

2010-08-15T23:29:00.001+03:00

Alright ,Nothing could make me cheerful but seeing my nephew and of course his mother ,

It's like yesterday when I first held him, and I noticed his strong personality since then !

...

Many time my friends keep telling me I'm always not satisfied withevery thing and every time , I don't know … I feel they are right , but I miss the appropriate environment !

I'm always keep saying , this is not my place I should act in , it's not me here …

I feel is just my body here and the soul in another place
...

I don’t know what I was thinking when I asked my rearders "you" if have any information about good universities !

I feel so pushed some times !
...

Heard about 3 months ago about the series based on ahlam Mustaghanmi's big work "thakerat aljasad" , I can't deny I felt so anxious to see it but i was shoked by the series this Ramathan ., i feel it's BORING
I see that I have more imagination when I read the novel , and I have the right to put the events and the personalities at the right place,

Feeling that the feelings in the series are so cold, there is something missing !, the senario is not written by Ahlam !

Although "Jamal Sulyman " is the one of the actors whom I love , he has a good "plane" personality which can fit many roles …but i feel he is not the right guy here!?

And Amal Bshousha

the actress I have seen the first time , she fascinated me from the first look and I said at that moment

"المخرج خوش حياة كن لقى"

Translation:

"the director did so well chosing this woman full of Feminine !!!"

She is like Hayat ( the one in the novel), in every thing .. her secret beauty , In her secret attractiveness ,her artfulness and her body color .. she is swarthy as Hayat !

By other phrase she is Hayat exactly !

but I 've heard she was chosed by Ahlam (the writer) herself , so I 'm not surprised then!and at the same time I've read she was competed in the T.V show that I have not seen a single episode of it " star acadmy" back then ., and this point which I didn't favored …

Alright, you can read this ..

Need a help:please

2010-08-13T13:37:00.000+03:00

It was a big change in my views .. ideas and plans since I've returned !

I'm looking for any way to get out of this damn place , feel I'm cursed or something !\

Spending all the day long in sleeping and I have nothing to do although I'm 20 years old!

I won't allow any body to steal my youth ..

And I won't let it be passed with ignorant people who don't understand how to live ..

And I'm looking for any GOOD university , uses English in education

But I don't prefer it exists in any Arab country

Dear readers …

Form all around the world

I ask you a help for the first time ..

Please .. if you live in a city has an internationally good university uses Englishand has a medical college , don't hesitate to tell me any information about every this I'm asked in order to study in it

You can send these information at : Violet.pureheart@gmail.com

Or:

Violet.iraq@gmail.com

Thanks A lot

Here I start , First Aid part #1

2010-08-12T15:43:00.001+03:00

It's used to be a personal blog and these posts won't break this rule , it's part of me and who i'm

First Aid : black eye

The so-called black eye is caused by bleeding beneath the skin around the eye. Sometimes a black eye indicates a more extensive injury, even a skull fracture, particularly if the area around both eyes is bruised (raccoon eyes) or if there has been a head injury.

Although most black eye injuries aren't serious, sometimes there is an accompanying injury to the eyeball itself sufficient to cause bleeding inside the eye. Bleeding in the front part of the eye, called a hyphema, is serious and can reduce vision and damage the cornea — the clear, protective "window" at the front of the eye. In some cases, abnormally high pressure inside the eyeball (glaucoma) also can result. For this reason, it's advisable to have an eye specialist examine your eyeball if there has been enough of an injury to cause a black eye.

To take care of a black eye:

■Using gentle pressure, apply a cold pack or a cloth filled with ice to the area around the eye. Take care not to press on the eye itself. Apply cold as soon as possible after the injury to reduce swelling, and continue using ice or cold packs for 24 to 48 hours.

■Be sure there's no blood within the white and colored parts of the eye.

■Seek medical care immediately if you experience vision problems (double vision, blurring), severe pain, or bleeding in the eye or from the nose.

I wish I have NOT returned !

2010-08-11T15:14:00.000+03:00

Ah God,

It's the first time i breathe an air that doesn't contain killed people blood.. doesn’t contain hit men's breaths

It's first time I feel I'm alive , I'm human …

Mockingly I have this feeling outside my country , which I love/hate more than anything else.

I returned yesterday morning, and after return I entered into a deep depressing chaos !

I don't want to live here any more …!

I hoped that after I return I'll see Iraq's government will be established!

And nothing has happened but murders and blood!

When we will live like humans ?

When I will have that right to walk in the street with no need for somebody to protect me ?

When I will have the right to act , wear, dream , talk and aspire freely with no fear only from my God?!

When I will see hospitals are clean?

When I'm going to see mosul is clean?

When I will see my collage is on of the best in the world as it's used to be?!!

سُحقا لكل من يريد تدمير معنويات الناس وأحلامهم

سُحقا لكل من يتربص بالناس الفرص ، للايقاع بهم وقتلهم من دون اية ذنب!

سُحقا للمهمشين الذي يظهرون فجأة ويختفون كالصراصير التي تحاول نثر براثنها القذرة في عقولنا

لعنهم الله واخزاهم ، وحفظنا شهرهم

I'm planning to write again in my blog"يالله عيني سولفلنا",

I thank new followers who have joined violet for peace in my absence …

And I wish you Happy, blessed Ramathan :)

I have to say it!

2010-07-29T23:39:00.000+03:00

It's the first time i say it !

I don't feel like to express myself HERE or ANYWHERE else , no more... i've got enough !!

Women in Mosul part#1

2010-07-21T20:28:00.000+03:00

My city , is Mosul as you know

A big city located in the north of Iraq , it has so many traditions and they are religion conserving ,

About all the things here are forbidden to be done , or nearly are forbidden !

Not because of religion .. it's because of their tiny heads and brains

The city , and its people it's not opened to the world .. and not ready to contain any new thoughts and views ..\

The woman here is like a machine , her duty is to work , making food, cleaning home and raising Childs !

If she ever thinks to think or to try to see where she is and what is her purpose in life , it's got punished if not physically … psychologically !

The society here is not poised to include woman , and it considers here like a forbidden thing they even call her "Hurma" !

They've a little developed these last 40 years , so they gave the woman the ability and the right to work "out side the house" LOL!

And this so-called equality to man , not added to her anything but fatigue and bitterness .

And anything bad happened to their children and house , ll the responsibility is thrown upon her back!

Ah yes I'm a doctor

2010-07-21T01:31:00.001+03:00

Only for doctors 2

Acting like an aunt

2010-07-20T14:44:00.000+03:00

I woke up at 5:00 a.m by my nephew's yelling!

I never wake up that early in vacations !

but , I think this is healthier , i mean to wake up up early except for Fajr prayer ,

well , it's the first time i get involved in bathing a baby, i used to bath my little sister but i was not allowed to do that until she got nearly 1 year old ! i was only 9 that time LOL

All my hands smells like baby lotion :)

And it's the second time I discovered my voice is nice ;)

Only for Doctors

2010-07-19T22:01:00.000+03:00

Only for doctors or surgeons

It's the first time , i talk about my profession or post a post about it !

My Beloved nephew

2010-07-18T21:23:00.001+03:00

Nothing is more heavenly than looking to the eyes of a (8hours ) infant !

PEOPLE ,TODAY I"M OFFICIALLY AUNT !

It's time!

2010-07-17T19:25:00.000+03:00

Oh God!

she is having childbirth this after noon !

I can't believe it

My heart is beating so hard .. so hard !

And I've entered into a unique state , I don't talk to any body, and i don't know why i write this now ! I don't know what to do with my worry !

My god ,help her!

All around the world !

2010-07-16T18:05:00.000+03:00

An Iraqi , gas addictor ! (In arabic)

Majida sings for love and peace (Video)

Solar storm in 2012

News to share with you :)

Would you give me a second chance!

2010-07-14T15:55:00.002+03:00

Well ,

Why when I decide to settle down , and act calm …

Everybody accuses me : " you are not okay "

People have got used to my bad temper .., and my moods which change every second

Believe me.. I've grown up !

I'm not that spoiled girl !

I'm not that complaining little baby ..

I know what I want now ..

And I've decided what is my destination !

Why people never give you a second chance !...

I hate'em all … all I care about is me and people I love !

That's it!

see this

Does it really exist till now ?!

2010-07-13T23:42:00.001+03:00

Is it really exist ?

That true love ?

Is it a real feeing , or we are just counting on something silly doesn't really exist ?

I was chocked this recent time for marrying of some one of my friends , I don’t know what was she thinking of when she decided to love him !

He doesn't deserve her !

Okay , let's return to the beginning …

If he really loves her as she does .. and then after some years of love and marriage … and then(2) love ran out ! and there is no a bit understanding between them suddenly !

What the hell will happen then !?

Me, my self believe in the first look love but with full compromise form the two sides for a life time love and for ever !

What do you think ?

Let's fly away !!

2010-07-13T01:49:00.002+03:00

Insomnia … lack of feeding … and my weight gets lower and lower :(

I don't feel like to eat anything , it's all the same for me !

At the beginning I was reading 3 books/day … now I'm not reading even a phrase !

I don't contact any one of my friends as I used to do before , I switched off my mobile phone and live peacefully :D

I'm planning to learn how to drive a car !

I think I'm allowed to drive one now, o can’t help not feeling afraid from the road … checkpoints and those nasty driver out there without even a bicycle driving license!

I don't feel like even to do my ever loved hobby , drawing :(

I'm bored …

And waiting.... !

Fly with me …

Come fly away

That feeling again

2010-07-10T15:21:00.000+03:00

Everything is getting so boring !

And everything is the same !

I feel my soul has been left somewhere, and I'm just tempting to put together what I have left of it…!

It's just the "lost" feeling again, and I'm struggling to get out of it!

All my life; the things used to happen to me so fast ! easy come and hard to go !

aldoscence … I have just experienced it through these last two years … all those 17 years were faked aldoscence !

and now I feel I'm a complete woman … with brain , soul, heart ….

I can make a decision, and be responsible to it … I no longer get angry for silly things … I use my feeling by a better way ….

This is all for now … and I can't help waiting to be an aunt !

and this is for you ....

High heel

2010-07-01T15:11:00.000+03:00

Every time I decide not to wear a high heel and not to buy those deceiving shoes which make you like a princess :( ,when I wear them I walk like a dock ^_^ and every time baba says to me the same lecture that I have not to wear a high heal in order to look beautiful coz I have a wonderful charisma although I'm a short girl :P, I use to wear flat shoes in college or I try to wear flat shoes to be precise :D… but it's a great problem ; sometimes I don't notice the great difference between me and the others no matter if they were boys or girls and other times I become so shy and even don't stand beside anybody !

My old/new gray moment

2010-06-28T23:11:00.000+03:00

Violet's gray moment !

Never matters

2010-06-27T20:09:00.000+03:00

It never matters any more ~!

Is this good or bad?

2010-06-25T22:48:00.001+03:00

What I hate the most ; when I'm stuck in the middle of opposite opinions , opposite ideas , opposite Views…and that is my usual state

My personality has the ability to include every idea, Truly I listen but not for changing my mind but for making the other feel comfort and say what is in his/her heart !

And that at the same time make me very tired ! exhausted (precisely)…. I've got enough from listening … I'm exhausted till the last breath !

And maybe that point makes many people feel comfort talking to me , and have the Capability of speaking without restrictions

At the same time I have no ability to speak what I'm thinking or suffering , my friend says this is a noble act form me and only few people have this ability to do this ..

Is that right??

The problem I can't change this characteristic !!

When my life is for rent , and i don't learn to buy, when i deserve nothing more than i get , nothing i have is truely mine!!

Ouh!

2010-06-24T14:59:00.001+03:00

Finally I've finished exams ,
Heeeeee!!!!
My friend soso ,had a birthday party today :D, today we had democracy exam(ya3):D , today there was a bomb in my college :D,today an ambulance drove me home with my friends :D
And today …..
<<<

pray for me guys !

I'm 39 years old!

2010-06-17T19:29:00.000+03:00

19 years + 20 years (refered to those 2 last years!)

Broken Heart!

2010-06-12T21:41:00.001+03:00

When I get depressed , I resort to my blog!that's why I post here nowadays too much , for an average 3 posts per day!

It's like saying myself to myself but world widely !

how naive that feeling really is ?

I've got through a love story of another kind!

I used to love every person ,my heart was able to include all the people all over the earth !!

But I've got injured !

I don't know if I'm over reacting , or I don't know life well so I've got depressed and frustrated like this !

Or I just an alien and don't know how much human beings are mean !

Now, I hate all the people !

All the people >>!

All that love has turned to hate and antipathy!

God, I will resort to you only you will guide me …

I trust you and I believe you …

And you do know what is me, and what is my intention !!

Modified me!

2010-06-12T11:43:00.001+03:00

I have changed every thing in mylife comparing to the last two years !
Now i'm brand new ... or modified me !!!

Those changes include my e-mail, the new is : violet.pureheart@gmail.com

so please pay attention :D

The Phantom Of the Opera

2010-06-11T14:28:00.000+03:00

I'm living right there !~!

Me... aunt ... imagine!!

2010-06-06T16:56:00.000+03:00

Am I still that kid who cries every time she says good bye to mama??

Yes Iam

I cry every time I say goodbye to sister !

Gosh !

I can't believe myself I'm gonna be aunt this month inshallah !! what a miracle !!

I see myself that same little cosset who do what she has got in her mind !!

That same baby whose heart that white as yoghurt >>>!

that same girl who shines always like the SUN!

What an aunt I will be !

;)

Pray for me, Those exams are killing me!

The nightmare Mosul!

2010-05-16T20:49:00.000+03:00

Only losers say it's the end …

But I say it's not ! I can live!!! and i will breathe defying them !

This city is like a hell ! Dungun.. whatever

I can't breathe peacefully !

I can't even sneeze without making every body turn to see me !

I live among people who have never learned how to look at something and stay silent!

I've got tired of here !

I can bear my pure heart !

I'm not from here >>>!

No more lies >!

2010-05-06T20:01:00.001+03:00

I don't know ....
but something has happened to me !
i see the life from a different criteria !
I don't know if I've returned to what I used to be in high school or have been the modified me !

I don't want people to pay me courtesy , and I don’t want people to say " take it easy ,you're still young and have right to make mistakes !

I need someone to advice me !!!!!!!

One the way to College!

2010-04-06T23:06:00.001+03:00

Every time I come here , it is a sign I have learned something!
Life amazes me again and again and again !
On The way we go to college , we listen to many songs almost all of them are very old and take me back to my childhood, we keep laughing and laughing !
Or I just keep my privacy and have a book to read ,sitting on the heading chair in the car , and bear the driver's stories injected Obligatorily into my ears !
Every time I listen to him , I see him as my little brother and not as my older one … I keep give him social advises how to deal with his fiancée , I see him as a child and always need help! He is very nice guy…
My college goes well these days , I love it and I love every thing in it in spite of the ugliness of these days !
I won't speak about checkpoints , broken roads , bumbs ! my heart has had enough of this !
And I won't speak this time about patients and hospitals , I've been tired a little bit!
It's only me and how my"MIND" has been grown up! I'm very happy with that !i see the things from different directions, I see beauty in every thing I see …
And I never get angry rapidly ! and this amazes me again in comparison with the hard tough days I've got through at the beginning of this year !
It's all Strauss , Mozart and some sweet guitar playing !
People , for a moment I love life !
Prayers !

HOPE

2010-03-07T16:23:00.000+03:00

I will never let my vote to be forged ; so i went to elections today , Hoping the list and the one I have chose will not diappoint us

What Kind of Life ?! Can any body answer me?

2010-03-05T18:31:00.001+03:00

What kind of test this year is?
I've got through so miserable days…
So many embarrassing situations
And I'm still alive!
I've found such a very special friend lately , and she is like a copy of mine , but there is no one like me in the whole universe ^_*, any way …
The elections are on the way , but I have not decided who to elect ,yet!
I feel they are all bad people , and want to steal money from the us and Iraq!
The oil that must make us live like Emperors ! instead we live as less than Africa !
Ah, God !
They are all the same , and they promise to elevate the type of services !
There is no services for the sake of God!
nobody promise to lessen the killing of Iraqis !
The eviction of Christians from their own homes!!
What kind of life is this !?
My friend who I have mentioned above Is Christian ,she has had to leave her house with her family!
What kind of crime they have done to receive such a punishment !??!
More than being Christians!?!
Ah, God I miss her so!
The situation of Iraq is going to be worse , I admit it!and I ensure it!
I'm waiting the End of days soon… and then God then will establish peace by his own way , without these liers !!!

Prayers of peace
!

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HAting YoUrSeLf

2010-01-21T19:04:00.001+03:00

I can forgive any one no matter what has done to me ; but cant forgive myself even when i make a spilling mistake !!!

My hair is going to white ,soon!

These Days!!

2010-01-19T21:30:00.001+03:00

oh God !! how I hate exmas !!! they drive me crazy !!!
hazy >>lazy >> look like crazy !!!
ya3!!
i forgot the ID last exam , i think i've lost it !! the examiner refused to sign the papers without ID , but mercy came from no where to his heart and finally he signed them !!!

i study and study and study ! and in between 10 lectures and other i read " فوضى الحواس", a novel of my favourite author " ahlam mustaghanami"!!! there is nothing better makes me forget the blackness of my moments than reading such a book!!

i play on facebook gmes almost every day after study ??? are they worthy?!!?

Injured Lulu !

2010-01-10T19:49:00.000+03:00

Getting downstairs at 9:45 a.m. to eat something after hearing the birds of my stomach Pipping !
Tomorrow is my Bio-chemistry mid-year exam so I'm today in my disgusting manner….
While I was frying an egg , I heard lulu meowing in not distinguishable manner ! I thought she was hungry so I fed her what I see near me , bread and cheese (triangular-high quality rich with vitamin D and calcium):D

…. she didn't shut down , I got suspicious!

At 1:00 pm also got down stairs again to cook rice with maraca (I'll illustrate it in another post) ,
My little sister came home from school and told me while entering the kitchen's door , **** … hurry up lulu is injured !
I got outside to see what has happened , and saw her legs were injured badly with a disgusting bloody knee joints !
I hurried to get some antiseptic and cotton to sterilize the wound , wore cloves to touch her _freely_ and some medical sticks to keep the wound sterilized.
I faced difficulty in catching her coz she was hurting so much … I gently touch her and rub her with my cloves covered palms and she astonishingly deliver herself to my treatment .. so finally I put that sticks on her joints and she took them off licking the site of injury later .. I got inside to get a piece of meat and throw it to her to eat … I felt she was praying for me ! gosh what a nice feeling !
p.s … treating an animal is so difficult coz you can't tell it what to do by speaking .. as a result I saw it's better for me to give her a paracetamol to lessen her ache and hopefully that will help me to control her ! but anyway lulu was my first patient ! :)
Pray for her to get well soon and for me to do well tomorrow with my exams,please~
See ya!

Bipolar Disorder !

2010-01-04T21:04:00.001+03:00

All right , all right ..
I'm trying to write a worthy post round here , but it seems to be no hope !
Every time I start to write , I can't count the thoughts out and they seem to jump from the edge of my mind!

If I write what I'm facing nowadays , I'm ganna write at least 100 post …
If I start to illustrate my figures, you have to forget all the ones you know in order to understand those !
If I put what I've learned here , it might help you out …
If I tell how much I've changed , you would have in knowing me a doubt !
If I sing here what I hear , you would probably shout it loud !
If I say how much I miss dear persons beside me , it'll certainly recall your dear ones!
I'll retain them in my heart , and close the lid of this fund ,,, and I swear I'm not in love as Dido says !

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive??!

Well , I've nothing to say particularly , you might draw many thoughts among these lines , about me , about friendship , about life , about faith ,,,, and even about love !
Me, myself don't know for what is this post !?!?